~trapped between crevice
damn, forgot to write yesterday, heh, what an clumpsy asshole, heh, emm, wondering why i have to write here everyday, maybe imjust boring, nahh, just want to share the my experience of an asshole life, haha, its 25th now, merry christmas to all! heh, im doing nothing yesterday, also the day before yesterday, just, damn, im just finished my last credit on my phone, duhh, so no sms for now, duhh, its all my ex fault, she asked me to call her, what dumb person am i, but, hey, it worth, ok? didn't i told you guys before, she was the best ever girl that i ever have, she do know all about me, and understand me, heh, but its over now, can't do anything, but i still can't believe her for what have she done to my bestfriend, you remember about my bestfriend that i topup her? my ex know about it and she's on my side, she explain to my bestfriend what happen to me and she know she misunderstood about me, duh, i jus can't believe my ex's action, damn, she do know all about me, well, there's no room for me to regret now, but still, i need someone like her now, desperately, yeah, i got a lot of friend now, but what can they do? they know about me nothing, its not because i didn't share with them, its just because of time, you know? time make friendship close, ok? now all my bestfriend, i mean, my old friend gone, vanished one by one ignoring me, well, i can't change anything, i enjoy talking with them, but now i have to make more new friend, for my own need for future, maybe i only suit to be a loner, but hey, loner too need a friend, ok? duhh, whatever laa, can't change nething, just wait and see, em, anyway, to all my friend, please, and im begging with all my heart, please don't ignore me, ok? i don't know what to do now, and one more, please, if you want to fuckup my life, please stop, i already have enough, you guys force me to suicide more than twice, and i don't really want to die yet, i still have a dream to run, ok? thanks, and as usual, adios!
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