p.e.m.a.l.a.s
its already a month i never write anything, duhh, its not because i already boring of it or else, just, there's a lot fucking things happens, i mean, REAL fucking things, well, its not me, its about someone else REAL fucking story, and seriously, that really piss me off, and im not piss off because i've been lied, or i never have any chance to join, its because, damn, how stupid am i to have that damn fucking relationship with that stuff, and, i really, really piss off after i seen that fucking pictures, damn, i can's sleep for two days just because i keep thinking how damn, how stupid, how sucks i am to be lied, to have relationship to that damn bitch, yeah, i admit, we never have any close relationship other than just a friend, but, hey, what you expect? we have done more than a normal couples done, ok? and she teach me all those things that i as a muslim should not do, and she even started it first, damn...
i suppose to go seremban last tuesday, but after i know all the truth about that bitch (night before) straightaway i cancel my trip and stay at home with my bro, seriously i don't want anything stupid happen to me, yeah, maybe some of you guys know that i have mental problem when im in big pressure, so i invite my best friend to stay here in my house, just in case i trying to suicide, i let them freely in the house, and i done all the cleaning, well, at least i give my bro a chance to enjoy, ok? my bro never have a true good friend, all of his friend is like shit, and mostly his friends youger than him, and my friend treat my bro like their bro, and he's really enjoying it, and i never seen he happy like that, pity my bro, i wish i could treat him better, what else can i do? damn, i still got my own problem, and i want a normal bro to play with, to do everything with, to be a perfect cool brothers, and i really can't do that because of my condition of him, he's not handicap, just he have some mental problem.. well, guess all my bro have mental problem then, hahaha, at least i can be a normal one.. heh oklah, hand off for now, i think i already write long to cover those stories that i should write before, heh, adios!
i suppose to go seremban last tuesday, but after i know all the truth about that bitch (night before) straightaway i cancel my trip and stay at home with my bro, seriously i don't want anything stupid happen to me, yeah, maybe some of you guys know that i have mental problem when im in big pressure, so i invite my best friend to stay here in my house, just in case i trying to suicide, i let them freely in the house, and i done all the cleaning, well, at least i give my bro a chance to enjoy, ok? my bro never have a true good friend, all of his friend is like shit, and mostly his friends youger than him, and my friend treat my bro like their bro, and he's really enjoying it, and i never seen he happy like that, pity my bro, i wish i could treat him better, what else can i do? damn, i still got my own problem, and i want a normal bro to play with, to do everything with, to be a perfect cool brothers, and i really can't do that because of my condition of him, he's not handicap, just he have some mental problem.. well, guess all my bro have mental problem then, hahaha, at least i can be a normal one.. heh oklah, hand off for now, i think i already write long to cover those stories that i should write before, heh, adios!
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