a year passing by~
it already more than a year i haven't write a single thing here. A lots happen and that really changed me much. Well, my physical maybe doesn't changed much (err, yeah, i gained a little weight) but my mental, emotion, inner side of me, or whatever else changed a lot. Maybe some of you guys can noticed some of it but I don't think its very obvious, as I'm still being myself. And as you guys know, i don't write much as i hate it ( the main reason i created a blog coz im a lonely guy that desperately need to express my expression and that make me look like a horny guy ) so i just listed out what happened and what i gain in this year
ok, maybe you guys think I'm bluffing about the mental problem part, and actually I'm not very sure about it, but, do you guys ever experienced this situation? like waking up in the moning and blood is everywhere on your hand? freaky is it? well, that's happen to me now, but that's nothing compared to this, forgetting about everything in 30 minutes, i stuck in a car knowing nothing about driving at all, damn, that's really freaking me out. My parent know nothing about this as im the one request to change my study place twice ( and damn, that was a really damn stupid move, and i regretting about it now) but i think they already suspecting something from me. Seriously, all this thing freaking me out. I don't care if you guys saying me an attention whore or lying bastard what-so-ever coz this thing not happenin to you but ME god damn it. And because of this, I hating my dad more than ever, and I'll story about it later coz now, I really don't have much idea left to write.
- i got a new ipod
- i got a new headphone and a new in ear earphone for my ipod
- i got a new PC (Dell, better than nothing)
- i got a new car! (Proton Saga LMST 1.3 manual)
- i lose RM40,000 in HYIP (doesn't matter, i already got my car)
- im in a new college (the third one.. and hopefully the last
- i have a new hobby > collecting matric card from various university (so far i got 3)
- i've got a mental prob(seriously!) > that's how i got that new hobby
ok, maybe you guys think I'm bluffing about the mental problem part, and actually I'm not very sure about it, but, do you guys ever experienced this situation? like waking up in the moning and blood is everywhere on your hand? freaky is it? well, that's happen to me now, but that's nothing compared to this, forgetting about everything in 30 minutes, i stuck in a car knowing nothing about driving at all, damn, that's really freaking me out. My parent know nothing about this as im the one request to change my study place twice ( and damn, that was a really damn stupid move, and i regretting about it now) but i think they already suspecting something from me. Seriously, all this thing freaking me out. I don't care if you guys saying me an attention whore or lying bastard what-so-ever coz this thing not happenin to you but ME god damn it. And because of this, I hating my dad more than ever, and I'll story about it later coz now, I really don't have much idea left to write.
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