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ryan cabrera - true

Thursday, March 31, 2005
hey, im writing here again, heh, nothing much happen now, but last week me going to have some mental release at genting, alone and seriously i playing with death three times! damn, imagine you driving downhill alone, in dark full with haze, with your head dizzy after playing hard with rollercoaster ( got about 5 big rollercoaster and i play at least twice each) damn, 3 times me nearly crash with bus and nearly (i think about 5 inch) fall down from hill, but hey, thank god i still alive writing this, im not writing to say im a great driver, even i can't drive stick very well. but i believe i got some reflex to avoid that, ( the last accident is not my fault, ok?) maybe you say im crazy to drive alone to genting, but hey, its better than i commit suicide right? or smoke marathon that i can finish 3 pack 20's in a night?, huh? well, for now, its been 3 days since i last smoke, and i even do feel any desperation to smoke, well, got a way to stop now, avoid going out with smoker, just get the ass silent in the house, heh, i work with me, but i never plan to stop now, just want to test myself if im addicted to cigarette, coz im not a good smoker, as i never know when i suppose not to smoke, heh, i believe there's a lot people out there already checkout my friendster page, and i believe there's someone already see my picture's in there, if you guys notice my room picture, well, that 3 month ago, and now my room is completely different than that, im having major renovation in my room, not finished yet as i didnt paint it yet, i'll upload the new picture when my room is complete, anyway, got to go, adios!

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h.e.l.l.o

Monday, March 21, 2005
hey, guess my writing is too valuable to be publish huh? heh, im quite busy lately, (busy with my sleep!, hehe) so, i don't have much time to write anything here, and i can't promise i will wite here frequently, maybe eekly? dunno, maybe i just stick to my old style, write when i want to, heh, its been a month (again!) since my last writing, many things happen, i started to jog every morning now, and my mom making i-dont-know-what-it-is drink, to make me slim, duhhh, am i that fat? duhh, but hey, its ok, maybe before im going to MMU, im going to be "the man", haha, huh? oh yeah, i got an offer to MMU last 3 weeks, so, attention to MMU female student, xord gonna rock ur life there! hahahaha, whatever~ erm, what else aaa? nothing interesting about my life maa, as you guys know la kan, i won't do nothing samapi this june, where im going to start my life as a student again, duhh, 20years and im going to be freshman again, derhhh, anyway, im off now, my last month internet bills - rm 200+ maa, cant ol too much, ok? adios~