.::when a liar writes::.

wow, its been a really damn busy week for me, really got no time to update this blog. Well, one of my best friend just got back from UK, London for specific. So, you know, every night go out la since he doesn't have any car, and since he move out to his grannies house, very far away but near to my college. So, nevermind la. I thought he'll bring home some souvenirs (ape punye kawan la camni?), but in the end, only got key chain, that also nevermind la, since my car key full with key chain, so i can add some more to it. What's more aa to write? That's why i hate updating this blog very late, it seems me very easy to forgetting stuff, damn.

ok, two words, GERMAN WINS!!!! , erm, not world cup, but, hey, they won over argentina, wasn't it great? fine, they wins it thru penalty shootout, but Lehman is the man! i thought he wasn't as great as Kahn, but he prove it thru the penalty shootout. And that argentina reserve goalkeeper do help the German team to win, no, make it easier and faster, haha, seriously, i think that argentina coach seriously regret letting Riquelme and Crespo out earlier, haha, whatever, as long the Germans win!

And Brazil lose. Seriously I'm not expect them to lose eventho i want they to out from the game. haha. I don't watch their match so i don't really know why they lose. But what i know, my Thiery Hendry scores! Assisted by Zidane thru a freekick, good job, guys! Now I'm exited to watch the Germans beat those French, haha

Mawi. First i heard he break their engagement. And last night his father pass away. I don't really like to write about the celebrity especially about the Malaysian celebrity but since he's one of the big idol in Malaysian, i think i should write about my opinion about him. He's not my idol, but i like him. Why? Because he's decent, straight person. And that's why he's one of the idols here. Now, after those controversy he made, I don't really know what's going to happen to him. It seems like fame destroyed the real him, the real Mawi. Good Luck Mawi.

Seriously I'm confuse.. maybe I need to rename this blog to "when a confuse guy writes" or "a story of a confuse guy"? duhh, whatever xord, just write whatever you what to write. And I write some thrash again, I am crazy, haha. I'm bored, very bored. World Cup? Italians can be never be my favourite, and Aussie? Hell, they even confuse what is football. Germany is my fav. All time favourite, why? They play good football. Actually no, I'm admired them not because football. Hey, where's BMW's and Merc come from? And that's a very good cars. Fast & fierce, cool & crazy, and BMW M3 E46 is dream car. And yeah, car is cool than footbal for me la, but I still know much about football, not much but still can talk about it a little bit. And again, I write thrash again, haha

In my previous post, I mentioned about I hating my own dad. Why? I'll tell about it later, but first, let me tell me some story. My childhood life is not very bad, neither very good. Just okay. I've got what I want to do and its very good. My dad never teach me do things, as I can do it myself. My dad give me works, and I'll settled it in no time. And I've got to do it perfectly, as he's going to be very furious if im not doing like he wanted. And for some facts, my dad is a hot head, eventhough its just for a while, you never want to mess up with him. So that's how my childhood life was like. But I never blame him for that, as that's me now, a very independent person.

About last two month, one of my friends father's pass away. And for some reason, I'm curious. How everyone talked about him when he's still alive. How good he is. How bad he pass away. And even when my friend going out for TT, he talked a lot, I mean A LOT about his father. He told me about how good his father is, teaching a lot about life, how to drive, how to do that, to do this. And then, I compared his father and my dad.. what's more and less. Yeah, my dad provide me a lot of stuff to make my life easier, and making my life less dependent on other people. But the fact I can't take is, he never, NEVER teach me about anything. Especially about life. Yeah its good to learn it all by yourself. But, I never satisfied with all what I've got. The knowledge that I have. Because its not from my own father.

My knowledge in computer. Its not very good nor very bad. But it's enough to beat up shit from my friend who learned it all from his dad. But I never feel it good, or proud or whatever else thing people should feel when successfully beat up other people. Why? Because I never learned it from my dad, and I blame it all to my dad. Ok, my dad knows a shit about this stuff, but at least, can't he just try?

Yes, I just realize it all. Lately, because of my stupid freaking brain prob, I thinking a lot, seriously A LOT. And it just come to my mind about why I never satisfied with all I've got and I now I know it why. Damn its freaky to be like me to think a lot like this. Seriously.. Ok, get to go now, I've got a match to follow up, and class to catch up tomorrow morning.